Kayla McIntosh
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Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )
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Word of the Day: 潜る
My story is sort of different than the way of water. In some ways it is the opposite. I was born near the beach, then we came to the forest. But really, I have been here so long, and I have different traumas around that so, I can't even claim that as much anymore, can I?
By Kayla McIntoshabout 3 hours ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: ヒース
I feel I said too much, but I also feel like, I am mostly seen as benign so, that sort of saves me a lot. Unfortunately, I don't think the people know what I did for them. I did what I had to do though. It is what I thought was right.
By Kayla McIntoshabout 4 hours ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 中火
I am being a bit superficial but, even self care can be work at times. I can't let myself be completely disheveled. I have an idea, I want to do a thing, but I also know I am not at my best right now, so I am wondering how much willpower I would actually have to actuate this thing.
By Kayla McIntosha day ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 目に入れてもいたくない
Unfortunately, today is the start of the Mercury Retrograde. I should've sent some emails yesterday. I was too weak to do so yesterday, also since the appointment didn't happen.. Well, I can't use that as an excuse, I was weak so, whether the appointment happened or not, I wouldn't have had the strength to do anything afterwards either way.
By Kayla McIntosha day ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 北
I am in a wierd perdicament but I am trying to just trust the process. I guess I am picking up on, well... I would be lying if I am not a little hesitant going to the hospital, as I have been sort of healing my self more in a natural path way. But there are things that I can't see ( I can't look inside my own ears and such ) Also I had a blood test I had to do a while back so, I thought maybe I could do that today but, since I have been in a calorie deficit for a while, I am worried I won't be able to have blood drawn from me. Also it doesn't help it is cold as hell today.
By Kayla McIntosha day ago in Confessions
