Tanya Arons
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I write about my life experiences. I write about complex ptsd, the agonies, the angst and my post traumatic growth. About Beauty, Truth and Honour and little vignettes of comfort from the spirits that love me: living and dead. I also Dance!
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Memories: 1 April 2025
1 April 2025 6:33 am I wake up. Remove my cpap mask, get up to pee. (Only once during night. So that’s two good nights now…yayyy!) My lungs ache though. I have the song “Man of La Mancha, I am Don Quixote” run through my head. Interesting! I decide I will try to sleep more. Still tired.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 13 February 2026
13 February 2026 7:46 am I awaken from a disturbing dream about my daughter Jasmine. I am standing in line at a supermarket checkout. I have two items in front of me. Jasmine is off running around the supermarket with her friends. She is aged about 9. An older woman beside me tells me she thinks she is on drugs. I say no…it’s not possible. I am always home. I provide stability…..
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 14 February 2026
14 February 2026 12:01 am For the past few days I keep being shown (or rather reminded of cymatic plates of sand all reacting to different Resonances of sound waves or frequencies or vibrational configurations. It is shown to me in a dye of Gunmetal blue. These flat one-dimensional cymatic plates with the sand leaping about forming different configurations of geometric forms.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 4 February 2026
4 February 2026 8:20 am I wake up, after being shown an image of two pale blue-green fluffy blobs that were the colour of the monster in the movie “Monsters Inc” but smaller, like the size of fairground faery floss, dancing side by side, about a metre apart. Odd! No idea what that means lol. My poor brain got a tiny bit oxygen deprived again, a bit of a backslide with shutting off my breathing.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 1 February 2026
1 February 2026 7:30 am rough night. I went to bed early at 9:30 pm. Then I was up hourly until 3:36 am when in frustration with both insomnia, and an hourly need to pee copiously, I took a Valium. Then up again at 6:50 am. Now awake again. Gahhh. I feel like hell.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
