My Voice Is Back
On losing my voice in a writing community and the people who helped me reclaim it

There was a strange silence in my account for a while.
Not the peaceful kind.
The heavy kind.
It was the kind of silence that lingers in the background, even when everything else looks normal. The stories were still there. The platform was still moving. People were still writing, sharing, reacting. But for me, something essential had paused. A part of my participation had been quietly switched off.
My comments were suspended. My ability to respond, to connect, to say “I see you” under someone’s story, was taken away. And if you’ve ever been part of a writing community, you know something important: comments are not just words. They are bridges. They are handshakes made of sentences. 🤝
They are small affirmations that say, “Your voice reached me.”
They are conversations that continue long after the story ends.
They are the invisible threads that stitch strangers into community.
When mine were blocked, it felt like standing in a crowded room with my mouth covered.
I could still observe. I could still read. But I could not participate in the same way. And participation is what makes a community feel alive.
I spoke about the issue before. I explained what happened. I tried to understand. I waited. Waiting is a difficult teacher. It makes you question everything. Did I do something wrong? Did I deserve this? Will this ever change?
Each day of silence felt longer than it should have. I replayed possibilities in my mind. I reflected on my past interactions. I wondered whether something small had been misunderstood or something unintended had been misinterpreted. When you lose a privilege, even temporarily, you begin to examine yourself more closely.
But today, I am writing something different.
Not from frustration.
Not from confusion.
But from relief.
My comments are restored.
My account has recovered.
My voice is back.
And I cannot describe how light I feel. As if someone quietly unlocked a door I had been pushing against for weeks. I feel above the clouds, not because something dramatic happened, but because something meaningful returned.
It reminded me that we often understand the value of something only after we lose access to it. Expression is powerful. Interaction is powerful. Being heard, and being able to respond, is powerful.
In difficult moments, you learn who stands beside you.
You learn who listens.
You learn who encourages.
You learn who believes resolution is possible.
Many of you gave me advice. Many encouraged me to stay patient. Many reminded me not to give up. Some of you messaged me privately. Some of you supported me publicly. All of you mattered.
Your words were steady when my thoughts were restless.
Your reassurance was calm when my emotions were uncertain.
You helped me remain steady when frustration could have easily taken over.
And I must especially thank Tiffany Gordon. She suggested that I contact our CEO. That idea planted a seed of action instead of helplessness. It shifted me from waiting passively to trying something constructive. Even though there was no direct reply, somehow the process moved, and my account was restored. Sometimes doors open quietly.
This experience taught me something powerful.
Challenges, even small digital ones, test patience. They test character. They test whether we react emotionally or respond thoughtfully.
Community is not just about publishing stories. It is about holding space for one another when things feel unfair. It is about encouraging each other to stand up, respectfully, and seek solutions. It is about not disappearing when someone is struggling.
It is about choosing understanding over assumption.
It is about offering guidance instead of judgment.
It is about staying connected even when circumstances feel uncertain.
Now that my comments are back, I want to return with more intention.
Not just to comment,
but to connect.
Not just to respond,
but to uplift.
I want to respond more thoughtfully.
I want to support more genuinely.
I want to help make this community stronger, kinder, and more united.
Because a platform grows through activity, but a community grows through care.
We rise best when we rise together.
Not by competing.
Not by dividing.
But by encouraging.
Thank you to everyone who stayed. Thank you to everyone who guided me. Thank you to everyone who believed this situation would resolve.
Your presence made a difference. Your support mattered more than you may realize.
My voice is back.
And this time, I value it even more.
Because now I understand something clearly:
Having a voice is a privilege.
Using it responsibly is a choice.
And protecting the spirit of community is a shared responsibility.
I am grateful to continue this journey — not just as a writer, but as a member of something larger than myself.
About the Creator
Aarsh Malik
Poet, Storyteller, and Healer.
Sharing self-help insights, fiction, and verse on Vocal.
Anaesthetist.
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Comments (3)
So pleased that the cover has been taken from your mouth. I have this kind of cinematic image that you’d paused - frozen in time, with a hand covering your mouth (in a Bridgerton-era ball room, if you must know…)…it’s silent but for a rush of movement (wind-ish) and everyone was twirling around you, sparkling, laughing, dancing, connecting, leaving sparks of light behind them like the stars in van gogh’s starry night…until an unseen hand presses play on the remote control that’s connected to you - and your hand lowers, the sound returns, the hand lets go of your mouth and you’re brought back into the dance.
Aarsh you're welcome! You've been a welcome addition to the Vocal family. So positive and encouraging. I'm happy that your account has been restored. Bless you!
Welcome back HUGS