Word of the Day: 冷戦

Yea, needless to say, from my previous story about Ghosts and Gods, the fact I live near a fucking airplane museum is actually very disturbing for me when... the Ether becomes turbulent.. I have been pinged by those graves before. Also I had a dream about an air raid recently so... I don't think that was me necessarily predicting anything, it might've been residual energy from those machines.

The police found me out there at night when I was having a "manic episode".

Basically, I was being spiritually pinged and motherfuckers want to keep me in this godforsaken town.

" This is private property. You can't be out here."

The spirits out there are hungry, you know.

The Hungry Ghost Festival: Observed in the seventh month of the Chinese lunar calendar, this festival involves offering food to these spirits to ease their suffering and prevent misfortune.

I don't enjoy exorcising the fucking deeds of my forefathers, you know? Though realistically, they are no kin of mine.

The thing is though, there were other humans wandering around there at that time... but they didn't find them. There were... 1 running in the woods. And... 3 in the back of a truck.

Maybe they thought they were protecting me, but they're idiots.

I was following a ping, but... maybe it was just residual energy perhaps.. I can't know for sure anymore. I wasn't ever able to reach my destination. And they know, I told them where I was going.

Even the trees sometimes enter my dreams. It was a complete trip for me when I found an orchard in real life, that was in my dream. I freaked the fuck out because I never went there before.

My name on instagram is OneiroiSolatus

it is combination of Greek and Latin. I am not skilled in either so I sort of frankenstein'd a phrase together.

The Oneiroi are the Greek personifications and deities of dreams, typically described as the black-winged sons of Hypnos (Sleep) or Nyx (Night). They reside in the underworld (Erebus), sending dreams to mortals through gates of horn (true) or ivory (false). The primary Oneiroi are Morpheus (humans), Phobetor (animals), and Phantasos (objects).

"Solatus" is a Latin term primarily meaning comforted, consoled, or soothed. As a past participle of solari (to comfort), it implies relieving sorrow or distress. It can also refer to being sunburnt or sun-struck, particularly in scientific contexts.

So basically, " The Gods of Sleep Comforted (me) "

But apparently Solatus also can mean sun-burnt which is kind of funny. I am not too knowledgeable of Latin grammar so I am not sure what is necessarily conveyed with a past participle other than it being able to be adjectivized... Which you can do in Japanese too when you add a noun after a verb... but I put the noun... before the...verb...? lol I don't even know Latin syntax to know if that is possible. But that changes meaning too, because if the Oneiroi turn into the direction of the verb, it would be me healing/soothing them, lol. Articles also must be a thing in Latin, right? I have no idea. I avoid these weird "gobi-filled" languages... but I mean that is sort of hypocritical because Japanese has similar "suffix-based" complications. But they always seemed easier for me to understand? I dunno, Japanese just really made a lot of sense to me. I just got it right away.

I even thought, maybe my mom adopted me actually, and maybe I was the love child of Miyuki and my Dad and my mom did that whole thing in that one Denzel movie.

Either way, I look too much like my Dad's dad to really know who the fuck my mom would be just based off my looks. Though I don't want to disgrace my mom and assume she has been lying to me all these years about that sort of thing. But... I can never be 100% sure.