A LETTER TO MY NINE YEAR OLD SELF
And on the days when the grief feels just a little heavier,
I hope the love does too.
I hope you sit in his favorite spot,
play all his favorite songs,
and put on his clothes
and fall asleep with them still on.
I hope these things remind you
that it was such a blessing to have loved someone
so deeply
that they are worth missing.
I hope you cry,
not because it’s over,
but because it happened,
and because when you miss him so much,
you’re reminded of that magic.
That suffering a great loss
doesn’t take away from a great love.
And that heaven is never too far away
if you just look up.
On the good days and the bad days,
I hope your grief is a reminder
that you experienced true love,
even if it didn’t last forever.
And I hope you know how lucky you are
to have loved someone so special,
that saying goodbye
hurts this much.
Comments (5)
Oh, I love this. Especially that last line. Well done, my friend.
Pitch perfect. Oh look who rolls up like it's not been months since we saw her last - old shiny sparkly silver hair of beautiful prose and wordery! Hi, pal! I know, there's a top story I need to get to too, but wanted to say how good it is to see your work appearing in my notification and love the new profile image. Well done on this piece, feels so natural in its flow, almost not forced, even though you obviously conceived it in your wonderous mind, but it feels like it just rolled out!
Such an awe-inspiring delight when we get to watch them.
Wonderfully written, love your haiku, Kristen
Love this! Stellar! ⚡💙⚡