A Pen
Growing up I loved to write. I wrote stories and series for myself and it would be pages among pages of hand written stories or books. I remember I had written 500 pages of a book more than ten years ago that I still open and edit. All of these were handwritten first. I would use a paper pad and a pen. I was was always very picky when it came to using the writing equipment. My journal has a specific pen I use otherwise it feels like I had committed a crime. I once bought a Swarovski pen specially for my leather journal. The weight of it was perfect, but I had written with smoother pens before. Yet, this pen reminded me that I can sparkle too because of course it had Swarovski crystals in it. I kept it in a box that I would take out every time I journaled. This was not my favorite pen though. The easiest pen I have ever used was from a company that you could purchase from Chapters/Indigo. It was called poppin because they had used bright, fun, colors to make writing supplies wonderful. I remember the first time I used it. I was in university and was in need of very good pens because I did not have a reliable laptop to carry to my classes. I picked up the box I bought and picked one out of the box. I took the little gel bead off the top that blocks the ink. I placed it on the paper and it started to flow, it was the most pleasant feeling I felt in a long time. As soon as it touched the paper the pen wanted to write more, it wrote so smoothly I immediately hid the other pens back into my backpack so no one could “borrow” it we all know that meant you were never seeing that pen again. The ink was deliciously smooth writing across my notebook. I wanted to keep going even after I was done. I started doodling and found joy in writing again. That’s how much a pen can change your day. I know it’s such an adult thing to say. I wrote with other pens too such as the frixion pens because an erasable pen that actually erases. All that’s left is the indent on the page how ingenious! I remember in elementary they were “erasable” but you could still see remnants of blue on the page and if you wrote on top of it, it looked sloppy.
Comments (16)
This was very deep, Imola! I loved the last line!
Absolutely loved that last line. The truth is they were the trash the whole time
You're howling free now, Imola! 💛 An amazing poem. Started off sad, but ended with strength. I'm so sorry for that loser of an ex you had back then. Stay strong, always!
The last line! They may discard now, guilt will haunt in mysterious ways.
Beautifully crafted words.
Oh, this is hits all kinds of hard. I loved it. But, was a difficult read. And like Randy said. Leftovers are awesome. I'm Scottish Italian (I say that a lot, sorry), and leftover Nonna's pasta or pizza used to be the absolute best thing. So you know. You're better for being cast out by the person in the poem and becoming who you are now. You are fast becoming one of my favourite poets on Vocal. Just so you know. :) I don't say that lightly either.
I absolutely love this and that last line hits hard after reading all of that neglect.
Great use of some savage imagery in this, Imola! Very well done!
Leftovers are the best!!!!! Freshly baked is nice, but nothing beats that crispy crust of that which has been twice baked. In other words, you're well rid of such a fool, lol.
Great though
Wow. Beautiful
We cannot be tamed or consumed. Beautifully wrought poem.
There's a lot to think about after reading this poem. Good job.
Such a powerful poem! I’m thrilled to say I’m subscribed 🫶🏽
Love that last line
Very heartbreaking, but I love how that final line ends in strength!