Tanya Arons
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I write about my life experiences. I write about complex ptsd, the agonies, the angst and my post traumatic growth. About Beauty, Truth and Honour and little vignettes of comfort from the spirits that love me: living and dead. I also Dance!
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Memories: 13 March 2025
13 March 2025 5:44 am exhausted. Thirsty. Meh. Another day in Paradise. I have the lines from “No Aphrodisiac” running through my head. Funny! That is usually my father’s energy, nagging me. I won’t buy into his bullshit. I stay alone for a reason. Trust issues. Too much neglect, abandonment and abuse. Since early childhood. It is what it is.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 9 March 2025
9 March 2025 7:52 am. Still without power. Still raining. Still windy outside. Worried about my limited food resources as it will go off without power. But I guess I can get through for a day or two. I won’t have much battery left on my iPhone by this evening so I won’t be able to post anymore. Freeballing without connectivity. Meh. I have books.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 24 February 2026
24 February 2026 9:51 am rough night. Lots of insomnia and anxiety. I woke up from a very vivid dream. A man I had loved was coming to visit me on his way to the airport. Partly to say “goodbye” or partly just to look me over again, one more time.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 23 February 2026
23 February 2026 8:35 am I woke up to Kermie “Talking”. Very cute vocalisations. It took me a moment to realise I was awake and to re-integrate. I got up three times during the night so that is an improvement on the previous two nights. I feel exhausted.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 22 February 2026
22 February 2026 8:38 am baddd night again. Omg! I think it is caused by the Bactroban cream the Mater doctors gave me to put on the small Cyst to try to draw it out. I started using it four days ago and suddenly my anxiety is through the roof and my bladder is furious! Hmmm. It might not be a correlation but I am highly sensitive to any medications or changes to my field.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
