Romance

The Apology I Needed but Never Received
The Apology I Needed but Never Received BY: Khan I used to believe that closure came in the form of an apology. A simple sentence. A quiet admission. A moment where someone looked you in the eyes and said, “I was wrong.”
By Khan 14 days ago in Chapters
AI, Surveillance, and the Fragile Line Between Deterrence and Disaster
AI, Surveillance, and the Fragile Line Between Deterrence and Disaster The next great danger in global conflict is not only missiles or soldiers, but machines that think faster than humans. As artificial intelligence (AI) becomes deeply embedded in military planning, surveillance, and nuclear command systems, the risk of accidental war is growing quietly but dangerously. What once depended on human judgment is now increasingly shaped by algorithms, sensors, and automated decision-making. In this new environment, a single error, misreading, or cyber manipulation could push the world toward catastrophe.
By Wings of Time 15 days ago in Chapters
Valentine's Dates Over the Years. Top Story - February 2026.
Colin grinned as Brooklyn slipped into the living room. “Is it all set?” he asked. The twenty-one year old grinned. She was in her last year of college and Colin knew that Lincoln was proud of her. Although she had been away at college, she’d eagerly helped Colin plan his surprise for Lincoln. “I’m so glad you’re finally doing this,” she said.
By Reb Kreyling15 days ago in Chapters
What Happens When You Finally Stop Pretending
What Happens When You Finally Stop Pretending ‎Khan For years, I mastered the art of pretending. Pretending I was happy. Pretending I was confident. Pretending I didn’t care. From the outside, my life looked perfectly stitched together. I smiled in photos. I posted motivational captions. I laughed at jokes even when my chest felt heavy. People called me “strong” and “positive,” and I wore those labels like armor. But armor gets heavy. I didn’t realize how exhausted I was until one random Tuesday evening when I caught my reflection in the bathroom mirror. My smile disappeared the second I was alone. My shoulders dropped. My eyes looked older than they should have. And for the first time, I asked myself a dangerous question: Who am I when no one is watching? The truth was uncomfortable. I wasn’t okay. I hadn’t been okay for a long time. I had built a version of myself that people liked. The agreeable one. The calm one. The one who never complained. I said “yes” when I wanted to say “no.” I stayed silent when something hurt me. I laughed off disrespect. I avoided conflict so I wouldn’t seem “difficult.” I told myself it was maturity. It wasn’t. It was fear. Fear of being rejected. Fear of being misunderstood. Fear of being alone. So I pretended. Pretended that the job I hated was “a blessing.” Pretended that the friendship draining me was “loyalty.” Pretended that the relationship that made me anxious was “love.” And the more I pretended, the further I drifted from myself. The breaking point wasn’t dramatic. There was no shouting, no slammed doors, no viral meltdown. It was quiet. Subtle. Ordinary. A friend asked me a simple question: “Are you actually happy?” I opened my mouth to give my usual automatic answer — “Of course.” But the word got stuck in my throat. For the first time in years, I didn’t lie. “I don’t think I am.” Saying it out loud felt like cracking a window in a suffocating room. The air wasn’t perfect, but it was real. That night, I went home and sat in silence. No music. No scrolling. No distractions. Just me and my thoughts. It was uncomfortable. My mind tried to run. It tried to blame others. It tried to justify everything. But beneath the noise was a softer voice. You’re tired because you’re not living your truth. That sentence changed everything. Stopping the pretending didn’t happen overnight. It wasn’t a dramatic transformation. It was small, terrifying decisions. The first “no” I said without apologizing felt illegal. The first time I admitted I was hurt instead of joking about it felt vulnerable. The first time I chose rest over proving myself felt selfish. But something strange happened. The world didn’t collapse. Some people were surprised. A few were uncomfortable. One or two drifted away. And that hurt more than I expected. When you stop pretending, not everyone likes the real version of you. But the ones who stayed? They stayed differently. Conversations became deeper. My laughter became real. My silence became peaceful instead of heavy. I began to understand something powerful: pretending keeps you accepted, but authenticity sets you free. Freedom, however, is not glamorous. It looks like losing people who only liked your mask. It looks like disappointing expectations. It looks like sitting alone sometimes, choosing honesty over approval. But it also looks like waking up without the tightness in your chest. It looks like looking in the mirror and recognizing the person staring back. It looks like sleeping at night without replaying conversations, wondering if you were “too much” or “not enough.” When I stopped pretending, I discovered how much energy I had wasted trying to be digestible. I softened where I needed softness. I drew boundaries where I needed strength. I admitted when I didn’t know something. I admitted when I was scared. And instead of becoming weaker, I became grounded. There’s a strange myth that being authentic means being loud or rebellious. For me, it was quieter than that. It was choosing honesty in small moments. “I don’t agree.” “That hurt me.” “I need space.” “I’m not okay.” Simple sentences. Powerful shifts. The biggest surprise wasn’t how others reacted. It was how I reacted to myself. I stopped judging my emotions. I stopped forcing positivity. I stopped comparing my behind-the-scenes to someone else’s highlight reel. I started accepting that strength isn’t about holding everything together. Sometimes, it’s about letting it fall apart so you can rebuild it honestly. What happens when you finally stop pretending? You lose some things. You lose the pressure to perform. You lose fake connections. You lose the version of yourself that survived by shrinking. But you gain something priceless. Clarity. Peace. Self-respect. And slowly, you begin to attract people who don’t need your performance — only your presence. I still catch myself slipping into old habits sometimes. Smiling when I’m uncomfortable. Downplaying my feelings. But now I notice it. And noticing is power. If you had met me years ago, you would have said I was doing great. If you meet me now, you might say I’m more serious. More selective. More honest. And you’d be right. Because when you finally stop pretending, you don’t become perfect. You become real. And real — messy, honest, vulnerable real — is where life actually begins.
By Khan 15 days ago in Chapters
The Shape of Wanting
Chapter 1 — The Return She recognizes him before he even looks at her. It isn’t his face. It’s the way he holds himself, like he’s waiting for the other shoe to drop. Like whatever comes next is never quite his choice. She traces his outline without hesitation, like a cartographer redrawing her most often copied map. The gently setting December sun blacks out most of his features, but the shape of him causes a familiar grip to tighten around her heart.
By Jayni Cole16 days ago in Chapters
Puss's Boots - Chapter 7
“They are imposters, your Majesty! The ancient Lord Gloria lives, alone and heirless!” Came a booming voice from the back of the grand Hall. A tall, dark man came forward and swept into a deep bow before the King. He stood to the right of Orlando and motioned for his companions to fall into positions on either side of Dione and Caoimhe.
By Dionearia Red16 days ago in Chapters
A PLACE YOU WISH TO VISIT
The world is filled with breathtaking tourist destinations that reflect the beauty of nature, the creativity of human civilization, and the richness of cultural heritage. From ancient monuments and modern cities to natural wonders and sacred sites, famous tourist places attract millions of travelers every year. These destinations not only provide relaxation and enjoyment but also offer opportunities to learn about history, traditions, and the diversity of life across the globe.
By Ibrahim Shah 16 days ago in Chapters
Valentine's Dates Over the Years
Colin could hear laughter from the direction of Brooklyn’s bedroom as he opened the door. He knew that Phoebe had come over to help Brooklyn get ready for the dance so he assumed it was the laughter of the two girls he heard.
By Reb Kreyling17 days ago in Chapters
When Silence Spoke Louder Than Words
When Silence Spoke Louder Than Words Ubaid I used to believe that words were the most powerful tools we had. Apologies, promises, explanations—if spoken at the right time, I thought they could fix anything. Silence, on the other hand, felt like emptiness. Like nothing. I was wrong. The first time I noticed the silence, it didn’t arrive dramatically. There was no argument, no slammed doors, no final sentence hanging in the air. It crept in quietly, disguised as “being busy.” Messages took longer to answer. Conversations grew shorter. The warmth that once lived between us slowly cooled, one unread text at a time. I told myself I was overthinking. People grow, lives change, priorities shift. That’s normal, right? But deep down, I felt something was off. Not because of what was said—but because of what wasn’t. We used to talk about everything. Small things, like how the sky looked before sunset, and big things, like fears we never admitted out loud. There was comfort in knowing someone would listen without judgment. Then one day, that comfort disappeared. Not suddenly, but steadily, like a radio signal fading as you drive farther away. When I finally asked if something was wrong, the response was simple: “Nothing. Everything’s fine.” Those words should have reassured me. Instead, they made the silence louder. Because silence has weight. It carries meaning. And when someone chooses not to speak, that choice says more than any carefully crafted sentence ever could. I began replaying moments in my head, searching for mistakes I might have made. Maybe I said too much. Maybe I didn’t say enough. Maybe I failed to notice something important. But silence doesn’t offer answers—it only offers space. And in that space, doubts grow fast. What hurt the most wasn’t the distance itself, but the refusal to acknowledge it. I would have preferred an honest confession, even if it was painful. At least words give you something solid to hold onto. Silence leaves you guessing, questioning your worth, your memory, your place in someone’s life. Days turned into weeks. Weeks into months. The connection that once felt unbreakable now felt like a fragile thread, stretched too thin. And still, no words came. That’s when I realized something uncomfortable: silence isn’t always passive. Sometimes, it’s intentional. Silence can be a boundary. A decision. A quiet goodbye. I had spent so long waiting for an explanation that I forgot I was allowed to move forward without one. Not every ending comes with closure. Not every story is wrapped neatly with a final conversation. Some chapters end mid-sentence, and we have to accept that. Letting go wasn’t easy. I kept hoping the silence would break, that one message would arrive and everything would make sense again. But it never did. And slowly, I stopped checking. Stopped waiting. Stopped building my days around a response that wasn’t coming. In the quiet, I learned to listen to myself instead. I learned that I deserved honesty—even if it came in the form of absence. I learned that someone’s silence often reflects their own struggles, not my value. And I learned that peace sometimes begins when we stop demanding answers from people who have already chosen not to speak. Now, when I think back, I don’t feel anger. I feel clarity. Because the silence told me what words couldn’t: that the connection had run its course, that holding on was hurting more than letting go, and that it was time to choose myself. Some people leave with explanations. Others leave with silence. Both are messages. One is just harder to hear. But once you understand it, once you accept it, the silence stops being heavy. It becomes freeing. It gives you permission to close the door gently and walk forward without looking back. And that’s when I finally understood— silence doesn’t mean nothing. Sometimes, it means everything.
By Ubaid 17 days ago in Chapters
I Learned the Hard Way Who Really Cared
I Learned the Hard Way Who Really Cared Khan I used to believe that the people who laughed the loudest with me would be the ones who stayed when things got quiet. I thought care was measured by constant messages, shared photos, and promises that sounded sincere in the moment. Back then, I didn’t know how easy it was for noise to disguise emptiness. Life was comfortable when everything was going right. I had people around me—friends who showed up for celebrations, acquaintances who called themselves family, and conversations that felt meaningful simply because they were frequent. I mistook availability for loyalty and attention for care. It never crossed my mind to question who would remain if I stopped being useful, entertaining, or strong. That illusion shattered during one of the most difficult phases of my life. It didn’t happen all at once. It began subtly, with unanswered messages and delayed replies. At first, I made excuses for everyone. People are busy, I told myself. Life gets complicated. But as my struggles became heavier, the distance grew clearer. When I finally gathered the courage to talk about what I was going through, the room fell silent—not physically, but emotionally. Some people listened without hearing. Others offered quick advice, not because they understood, but because they wanted the conversation to end. A few disappeared entirely, uncomfortable with the weight of honesty. That was when I realized how lonely vulnerability can feel when it isn’t met with care. The hardest part wasn’t the pain I was experiencing—it was discovering that many of the people I trusted weren’t prepared to sit with me in it. I remember one particular evening when everything felt unbearable. I reached out to someone I had always been there for, someone I thought would understand. The response was short, dismissive, almost annoyed. In that moment, something inside me shifted. I wasn’t angry; I was awake. That night taught me a lesson no book ever could. Care isn’t loud. It doesn’t always announce itself with grand gestures or dramatic words. Real care is quiet and consistent. It shows up when there’s nothing to gain. It listens without rushing to fix. It stays, even when staying is inconvenient. As people drifted away, a surprising thing happened. A few unexpected souls stepped closer. They didn’t promise to solve my problems. They didn’t pretend to have all the answers. They simply checked in, remembered the little things, and made space for my silence as much as my words. One person would message me just to ask if I had eaten. Another would sit with me without pushing me to talk. These gestures seemed small, but they carried a weight that no empty promise ever could. For the first time, I understood the difference between people who enjoy your presence and people who genuinely care about your well-being. Letting go of false connections was painful. It felt like grieving relationships that were never real to begin with. I questioned myself often—Was I expecting too much? Was I too sensitive? But deep down, I knew the truth. Wanting understanding is not a weakness. Expecting basic compassion is not asking for too much. The experience reshaped the way I see people—and myself. I stopped chasing validation from those who only showed up when it was easy. I learned to set boundaries without guilt. Most importantly, I learned to value my own presence enough not to beg others to value it for me. Now, my circle is smaller, but it’s real. It’s built on honesty, patience, and mutual respect. The people in it don’t need constant reminders to care. They show it naturally, in ways that don’t fade when life gets complicated. Looking back, I’m grateful for the lesson, even though it came wrapped in pain. Losing the wrong people made room for the right ones. And learning who truly cared taught me something even more important—how to care for myself. Sometimes, the hardest lessons are the ones that save us in the long run. And sometimes, learning the hard way is the only way we truly learn at all.
By Khan 17 days ago in Chapters
Valentine's Dates Over the Years
Lincoln had a sheepish smile on his face when he opened the door. “Hey, so I was going to call you,” he started. Colin’s gaze roamed down the other man’s body, taking in the sweatpants and t-shirt he was wearing. “I know I said casual, but the restaurant does prefer a bit more…”
By Reb Kreyling18 days ago in Chapters
The Promise I Broke Without Meaning To
The Promise I Broke Without Meaning To BY: Khan I still remember the exact moment I made the promise. It wasn’t dramatic. There was no music in the background, no sunset, no grand speech. It was just two people sitting on opposite sides of a small wooden table, cups of untouched tea slowly turning cold. I looked confident when I said it, but deep down, I didn’t realize how fragile promises can be when life begins to pull you in different directions. “I’ll always be there,” I said. And I meant it. At that time, my world was simple. My days followed predictable patterns, and my future felt like a straight road instead of a maze. Being “always there” didn’t seem like a heavy commitment. It felt natural, almost effortless—like breathing. I believed good intentions were enough to protect a promise from breaking. I was wrong. Life has a quiet way of changing things without asking for permission. Responsibilities grew before I noticed them. Expectations stacked up like unread messages. Days became busier, nights shorter, and silence slowly replaced conversations that once flowed easily. I told myself I was just tired. Just busy. Just going through a phase. I didn’t realize that every unanswered call, every postponed meeting, every “I’ll talk to you later” was a small crack forming in the promise I had made. The hardest part is that I never chose to break it. I didn’t wake up one morning and decide to disappear. I didn’t plan to hurt anyone. I simply assumed there would always be more time—time to explain, time to show up, time to fix what was slowly falling apart. I thought understanding would fill the gaps where my presence used to be. But understanding has limits. One evening, I finally noticed the distance. It was in the tone of a message—polite, careful, distant. The warmth I was used to had faded, replaced by something cautious. That’s when it hit me: the promise hadn’t snapped all at once. It had worn down, thread by thread, while I was too distracted to notice. Guilt is a strange feeling. It doesn’t shout. It whispers. It follows you into quiet moments and sits beside you when the noise stops. I replayed that day at the wooden table over and over again, wishing I could go back and speak more honestly—not with confidence, but with awareness. I realized something uncomfortable then: intentions don’t carry promises. Actions do. I had assumed that being emotionally present mattered more than physically showing up, but presence isn’t something you can store for later. It has an expiration date. When it’s not renewed, it fades. And once it’s gone, words alone can’t bring it back. I tried to explain. I apologized—not with excuses, but with honesty. I admitted that I hadn’t meant to break the promise, that I had underestimated life and overestimated myself. The response I received wasn’t angry. That somehow made it worse. Sometimes, disappointment is quieter than anger, but heavier. That’s when I learned the most important lesson of all: a broken promise doesn’t always come from betrayal. Sometimes it comes from neglect, distraction, and the false belief that good intentions are enough. I still carry that lesson with me. Now, I choose my promises carefully. I don’t say “always” unless I truly understand what it demands. I’ve learned that it’s better to offer honesty than reassurance you can’t sustain. Better to say “I’ll try” and mean it, than to say “I promise” and disappear behind life’s excuses. I don’t know if the promise I broke will ever be fully forgiven. Some things leave marks even after they heal. But I do know this: breaking that promise changed the way I see responsibility, connection, and trust. And maybe that’s the quiet purpose of mistakes like this—not to punish us, but to reshape us. Because the promise I broke without meaning to taught me how powerful a promise really is. And how carefully it should be made.
By Khan 18 days ago in Chapters