Secrets
My Obsessive Father. Content Warning.
Let me go. Leave me alone. I don't want to do that and many more sentences like these that have ruled my life. This going to be a story about how I cut the cord between a father that, I want to say was but is still obsessed with me.
By Ella Loftus23 days ago in Confessions
The Shift
You might have thought this part is going to get better, its not. Such a low time, when I couldnt accept any of my blessings, bad thoughts were consuming me, they had holld of me. There was no hope. Honestly, if you asked me I could even see past the day nevermind tomorrow, I would deal with it tomorrow. That was the mindset. Terrible. Drowning.
By Ella Loftus23 days ago in Confessions
I think my soulmate found me in my dream
Another normal, boring evening. Made dinner, ate that and went to bed. I have been working on building my online business and following my heart calling. It is actually quite strange for me to be doing this and I know there is going to be people judging me. Honestly I think thats the hardest part. Staying true and believing in yourself through all of it. Im going to share how I did it.
By Ella Loftus23 days ago in Confessions
Broke Family
My mother, Summer, and my father, James, were never the love story people imagine when they think of their parents. Their story begin with pain, long before I was born. My mother was young, vulnerable, and trapped in a relationship where love had been replaced by fear. He drank, disappeared with friends, came home angry, violent, irrational. And my mother, with a child from a previous marriage, endured everything in silence.
By Lydia martinez23 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 横断歩道
Unfortunately I don't have time to retain anything anymore since I am barraged with the enviroment. I used to be able to learn 500 chinese characters a week and then, a bunch of jealous fucks told me to slow down. I felt self conscious of my ability to learn.
By Kayla McIntosh24 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 郵便番号
I am helping this woman Nancy with Japanese, which is interesting, I mean obviously she is having a hard time converting to Japanese, which is fine, it isn't for everyone. I love Japanese but, I refuse to like, limit myself to that, you know? I mean, I have studied it for like 20+ years, never been to Japan or anything so, I feel I haven't been adequately compensated.
By Kayla McIntosh25 days ago in Confessions
